Mah Lyf i was in love with!

I sit in mah Silence wonderin about days gone by!

My memories producing chords echoing in a cacophonous sound bouncing off the walls of empty room in a guise of shrill of sounds which s ripping apart mah soul and pain goes by; till all ov it gone!

U guys must be wonderin.. wat happened to me. why m i bng so philosophical suddenly. plz allow me to xplain... m an ordinary person now, working in a company which brings me a lods of responsibilities everyday, making me wonder how wud i handle n i finish all ov 'em up only to find more! n this carries on everyday... making me feel like lost in crowd.... an alone person who has nothing but Jobs to do!

Is this really Amit,Cabby,Mitu u knw..... no i m not same anymore... m nt rebellious. m nt kool. m nt a party person.. n offcourse m nt a schizophrenic anymore! My schizophrenia ended the day i joined mah company!

N suddenly all the matches are poured upon me by mah mom! n i look back at mah lyf! n listen to the song......

Ek Kudi Jidda naam mohabbat, Saadh Muran di sohni fabbat!
gum hai gum hai gum hai gum hai gum hai gum hai!
surat osdi pariyan wargi seerat di oh mariam lagdi!
hasdi hain taan ful ne chad de, turdi hain taan gazal hai lagdi!

gumya jinve janam janam hoye lagda hai kyun kal di gal hai
kyun lagda hai jyon ajj di gal hai
kyun lagda hai jyon hun di gal hai
hun taan mere kol khadi si
hun taan mere koll nahin hai

soch meri hairaan badi hai
os kudi nu tol rahi hai!

Ek kudi jidda naam mohabbat, saadh muran di sohni fabbat!

N i luk for mah kudi[mah lyf] n wait for her to come back........!

Please get me mah lyf!!!!!!!!!

Memoir Part-1

WOWW I HAVE A JOB NOW!!!

I wanted to write this post from say 1000 dayzz, cuz it was my moment of pride!!!

But delayz u know... waited fr the offer letter desperately before going on record... n finally i have one!!!

It iz actually great  tym to rejuvenate, party n refresh all the memories ov Jaipur n itz lyf! 

My jaipur stay waz a casual affair; but events made it extraordinary, started as a normal man in my might, graduating in a shrewd fella!!

I remember 'the nose incident'; 'hostel booze parties'; 'seniors'; 'late nite meetings' [n that too ova silly things... Dumb :P]; 'Time wid Juniors'; 'parties on college expenses'.

1/07/2007; waz d day I landed in this institution aspiring to be a manager [as in 'the alma mater' ov d organizations] . The vision was crystal clear, I was seein that in mah daydreamz as well. BUT [alas!] it soon started to get blurry within the primitive dayz at the college and to this day, I feel this is not the place I deserved[in a negative manner offcourse]. and then Almighty heard me & satisfied mah appetite with the so called LEADERSHIP[smile :)] stints at the premises. 

Be it Freshers 2007 or be it Teacher's day function or many functions alike, I now think I cou have dealt them in a slight better manner. 'Somebody' said:

Days goneby gives you Memories,

Memories goneby gives you experiences,

Experiences gained can help You do better,

& to do better is what all desire.

[P.S. Somebody's ME.]

I really found Great Friendships something i truly urged for;

Bir[Sardar], Freind I adore.

Sumit[Tau], man i'm scared of.

Rishabh[Lala], real cute friend.

Apul[Chacha], the chatter box.

Piyush[tempo], the paperman.

Gagan[Orkut], the orkut afficianado.

tulesh[Professor], Uth ja bhai.

Not to forget, Neeru[Bahadur], mah best buddy.

& besides them there were great freinds in classroom, i shared great moments with. Then there were seniors, Uday Sir,Sushant sir et al & off course beloved juniors, wouldn't quote any names though, all ov 'em are simply rocking, gurlz n boys Alike [PGP & MBA alike].

To be continued............

[Wait for the Next One Babyy]

People For Solidarity!

 MUMBAI UNDER ATTACK!!!!!!

Since last Month I have been Playing this game called 'GTA VICE CITY', it involved the gamer to be a thug in a city and more you create trouble, more you score. I eventually became addicted to the game same as my roomies Bir,Rishabh & Sumit. Then this happened.. I was sad reading the whole things, since I don't have a TV, instead; rediff and TOI are the sources I get news from; and i thought this iz the game i have been playing virtually and somebody iz out there doing d same! It was catastrophic, 'versace' terrorists fired & killed anyone who they saw! the scales of human lives decimated are immense, an unofficial count is Over 300.., OMG! 

The Great Indian Infrastructure!!!!
Ironically enough US which has friendly neighbours in Mexico and canada and have great oceans on both sides joining europe n the eastern most parts of land....... still has the political will and public determination to counter terror miscreants, and India which have easy pass borders with China, pakistan and Bangladesh has still have reservations about unifying intelligence agencies and a proper framework to punish likes of Geelani n Sadhvi Pragya ...... Itz sad to see dis systematic holocaust of important places of India!

We as a nation have a tremendous experience of terrorism, be it Islamic[Kashmir], Sikh[Punjab], Christian[Nagaland], or hindu[Naxalites, Assam] & yet we have done what? The question looms over the scores of politicians battling out in polls in some parts of country, & they are infact feeling the heat of anguish with voters asking for answers! Its about time they show some resolute actions to disapprove the tag of impotency carved on them! 

Eventually tthe attack actually brought people together to come out strong and solid against terrorism! There are candles in almost all the windows of my locality and same can be said about many parts of the country.... to show the people of the world we are not indifferent and cliched image is deteriorating faster; the time of renaissance is near and I'll be the first few to endorse it as it arrives!

P.S. I uninstalled Vice city from my laptop!

Gurlz n Geeks!

Gurls' relationship with guys is bigger mystery than gurls themselves. It's not just about boyfriends, I'm talking about guyfriends gurls have, I mean have u ever been amused y call frequency increases when examz loom closer? Or why she always roam around with moron who isn't fit into jeetendra's white shoes?... U might be thinking Y m I talkin this shit afterall... It breaks my heart , frankly it does. Wen I see a worthy guy(not me alwayz), I seem to wonder y dis irony...... guys work out, buy expensive clothes n even bath daily(itz truly very hard u know), n still the hottest chick aroun is wid d geek ov d class.... I mean itz aiight if u go aroun wid him for exam tym or so.... watz a point in hangin him aroun for d rest ov d dayz............... there r other alternative(not as intellectual types though, but goodlooking)........ seem to wonder alwayz......

*the week offcourse ended on a highnote with us winning the cricket league match n volleyball league match {Captain's me ov both the sides, offcourse! ;)} but will miss some of the players in the later part ov d tournament. as some ov d guys r heading hoe for diwali........ yeah.... by dat i remember .... Examz Over....... yipppeeeeee.... I mean sleepless nights over....... aiight i know i dun sleep in night bt all d other ppl do... happy fr them....... i do hv a/an (wonderin wat article to put) humanitarian side too.... 

* Now the answer to my leadership exam matter....  I know i walked out after only half an hour but that waz because ov d cluttered mind i had at dat time... i was bugged with too many concerns plus i had a headache ............ it wasnt ki i dinnt prepare well for the paper........

* Finaly m goin home........ after such a long break .... I miss mah folks..... itz almost six months i visited them ........... truth is i kindoff enjoy d freedom i acquired from chandigarh in my college dayz...... Chandigarh was heaven..... n after dat i m disconnectin frm family physically...... the boozing n fagging isn't allowed under any circumstances in my orthodox family.... but shaadi-party mein chupchaap kar hi leta hun.. dats a different scenario........ Dont u agree by d way, away frm home is living our own life n making it jus fine is all we need today.... I m not witholding any indian tradition here(bajrang Dal...... forgive me for dat... :P) .... but I feel free like a bird wen i m away... n i love to be home for a week or ten dayz.... apart from dat..... life away from home is more fruitful (I Know wat r u all thinkin........)... but ya itz great..... no restrictions. i can bring my gurl to my place n have fun at watever tYm...............itz fun yeah it iz.....

* Review Section..........

"Hello"... A completely waste muvee who have read one night@ call centre...... a total waste ov tym n money( for d idiots who have travelled to a theater nearby)........ but for some1 whoz not an avid reader itz tym pass.... typical indian masala muvee........... n steamy scene between gul n sharman is a bonus for preverts.. he he he.......

 "Deception".. not a new story........... i give 2 stars out of five........ 

"WALL-E"... liked it.... was watchin it throughout....... a nice muvee ...... if we talk about effects n characterisation... fell in luv wid WALL-E, the protagonist........ a must watch for ones who like animation............

Muzic......

Naina- Omkara

Yaad teri aaye Jaaye- Ugly n Pagli

Knockin on heaven's doors- avril lavigne

LUv, LYf, Xamz and Muvees

* First ov all m sorry to publish d post so late.. i hope u'll not mind..... 

*The lYf in general from past few days .... have been changed.... quite pleasantly...... Somethng dat wasnt dere from quite a few time.... i guess I have finally found dat........ rather itz not I who found d eternal bliss... itz two of us....V r getting along excellently.. n .... ahem ahem (enough...)

* Waz a bit tied up with exams aound d corner,yeah yeah i can see you smile....... fine i don't study dat much.... but tension toh leni padti hai........ itz aiight to study a li'l bit.......... was hoping to get d questions well b4 exams again. but i guess itz history now..... dont wanna go further to tell who dat asshole iz who compelled us to c dis daY. anyways.......... but amazingly enough d guys n galz of first year are all head on heels wid dis exam fiesta....... i dont understand..... I personaaly believe nobody can teach  you the whole book in 2 n half months........ so stop studying like idiots...... be smart asses.. n jot down d stuff on paper na.... itz very easy to cheat ur way here....... ha ha ha...... Luk at me........

* from now on m starting this new review and updates about the thing i lovvvvveee.... muvees n muzic........

to start with i have seen some wonderful movies n some idiotic n irritating muvees in these days...    HOLLYWOOD........ "Untraceable"...... a must watch for someone who likes thriller. the story is very captivating........... "Indiana Jones". .....If you are die hard steven spielberg's fan then only watch it.. otherwise a waste of time........ "You Don't mess with the Zohan"........ Hilarious. quite interesting..... adam sandler has done a marvellous job here...... a comedy that will you tickle you........ 

BOLLYWOOD........ Please Please Dont ask me to review any of d new movies.. They r all shit...... except offcourse "A Wednesday". A brilliant movie..... do watch it.... n plz plz donot watch drona, hari puttar and offcourse sajjanpur......... oh man. i wonder y do they waste money on these bore movies........

MUZIC

Some tracks you may like:

3 doors : Here Without you

Xtreme: More than words 

Nelly: Here comes the boom

Socha na tha: title track

Murder: Kareeb aa

I pwomise will post on regularly now........ fine once a week...... Gotcha....

Freshers...... Seminar n many more!!!

*It started with intros........ d juniors came n started hvn a feel ov bosses around.........

despite some ego clashes it was all n all a great experience......... 

But then the day came, freshers Welcome Party.......... bahut wait ho raha tha fr dat........

had a great fun....... it was an elated feelin to b able to host it........ i loved d part kuldeep came over n threw in dat joke abt my son n grandson(?)...... he he he........ also muh favr8 dancer ROHAN aka daddu........ tapped.... it was hilarious...... laughed my a** off.......... but walkout ov Sisodia Sir frm d stage was a mistake frm muh syd...... neways will definitely make up fr that someday.......... food was awesome....... but one thing was missin though........ there are always 3D sYd ov a great party....... n we were only able to provide 2 ov em...... Dinner n Dance......... boozing was banned.... though on a gud note it was needed......... chalo all in all i say \m/......

                                    

* Somehow we managed to organise a seminar, somehow because itz been a long held dream of holding one......... n got gud returns ... first ov all i was again hosting..... as Director sir put it i shud seriously think for tv break....... ha ha ha ha ...... n i was wondering who wud take idiots in...... i shud have asked director sir to pay me frm college instead............... Mr Akshat Ghiya though gave me his card n asked me to call him.. seems like i ll get a PPO soon........ daydreaming i know........

                                    

* On relationships front, theres a silent agreement between us frm now on............. may b itz gud....... gud fr everyone involved............ n also one of ol fren iz havin a surgery , hope cms out fine...... god bless thee...........

RollerCoaster Ride

Lyf has been a rollercoaster ride for me n muh frens for last one year....

Many uPs n downs........ i start some synchronisation though..........

Must admit became a heavy boozer...... a compulsive boozer instead......

started off wid shots n graduated to finest brews...... itz takin toll on finances...... afterall m a student in my might....... 

learnt great lessons of life....... [not in subjects though... he he ]

found frenz n followings........ been a creative sarcast...... n a flashy shiny empty shallow......

a wonderful being outwardly n an interesting n intriguing personality inside...... i remember my graduation dayz wen i used to hv fun n nothin else in dat matter........... never studied passed wid d kind help ov muh mates.......... n used to visit college only on exam dayz........ nw things changed ab to exams chod ke baaki din college jaata hun............ ya.... n thats true........

on frenz front...... made frenz n lost some[will always remember d tyms i was wid dem]..... newayz happy wid muh frenz ov nw...... n will b alws grateful ov NS for bein wid me always... in thick n thin...... as we share a very great frenship.......

on luv front........ as NS puts it.. i can never be in a strong relationship........ may be true cuz i ignore n hurt muh closest buddies wid muh idiosyncrasies...... n m embarassed ov dat fact.......

waise tagged wid PLAYBOY stuff cant say y ... but cant relent or defend it..........

Nw on Ill b really gettin serious again n will post on a regular basis.......